HO HO hell HOle..

Only 5 days to go before christmas.. and i am on rock-hell-bottom. I think this might be my saddest christmas ever. Boy, i do have so much to celebrate for..

How i need my family's love the most.. i'm not looking forward to anything, now isn't that sad?

Thank you God for making christmas my one day-off this week, i am surely gonna die of depression if i was sitted on my desk on christmas eve.

Puhlleease let my heart be up for the season.. :c