turkey night.

happy Thanksgiving to all! i'm at work right now (its double-pay on holidays), and needless to say there isn't much work that needs to be done around here.. obviously.. which is just perfect coz i am totally not in the mood to computer-burn my brains out. still currently under the weather.. err whatever you may call it. i'm so confused. i feel relieved but sad at the same time. and guilt is paying me a visit. looks like it's gonna stay in for the holidays.

but anyhow, i'm trying hard to steer away from dwelling on this situation too much.as a divertion, my officemates had invited me to go grab a few drinks later. so i'm gonna. buti nalang el pueblo is just a few minutes away from the office. i needta relax man. this'll only be a few days. i'll get over this.. i'm on a roll.

i learned a new word today- schadenfreude: otherwise known as that German disease when you get enjoyment outta the smelly antics of others. could've called it filipino ;p.


there is somebody else i'm missing terribly right now. i love the way he played with my baby brother :) i wish he'd come visit me again.. and that we could talk just like how we used to.